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My falling star ...

One unforgettable day from the week that was:

I was doing my usual work when I felt that I needed some nicotine in my system (translation: I wanted to be with my star :)). I went over and ask her if we could go down to the lobby for a quick yosi break. She obliged and while we were walking, she said these words that turned my world upside down. "I am resigning..." I smiled but I could hear my heart silently breaking and I was trying my best not to cry in front of her. Why??? Oh why :(

When we were smoking I think she felt that I was still in shock...she tapped my shoulder and said, "I am just a couple of blocks away :)" I know, but I wanted to say: "Lately, my day isn't complete without killing my lungs with you..." Cheesiness to the mushiest level talaga.

We headed back to our cubes and I was still in a daze. I am going to lose her... and I realized that maybe this is the universe's way of telling me to move on....



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