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"you came like a thief in the night...
      you have taken away all that I had...
           my fears, my loneliness and cobwebs of hurtful memories....
                  and what remained is just US"



My favorite place on earth.... with my girl :)

Last Saturday, I was in UP Diliman - my favorite place on earth! (I always tell my friends that when I die, I would like my ashes to be scattered at the Sunken garden and haunt the lovers that hide in the dark...hehehe). While I was riding the jeepney, I was having a flashback scene in my head....
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Ten years ago, I was staring at the UP Sunken garden, lost in thought. I was nearing graduation and a new phase in my life is about to unfold. I just got back from the UP chapel (I pray to the universe... yes, I still do...) and I decided to just sit at the Sunken Garden and gather my thoughts.

Right there and there, I promised myself, that I will always go back to this place. I also promised myself that when I find that special person, I will take her here and we'll just walk and enjoy the good vibe of this place. I never got to do it... until I met a very special girl...
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This weekend was perfect... I now know why the univers…
You had me at this entry :)

I think I have fallen in love with your words... :)

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Piss Be With You by scramoodles

When god pisses on you, do not look for shelter. Do not hide in the eaves of abandoned buildings and closed museums among shadows. Do not weep. Do not utter disdainly - we are doomed. our sins will be the end of us. Do not turn to scorn nor to regrets.

But laugh. Laugh till blood flows from your eyes and you deafen the thunder with your heehah's. Laugh till your body is screaming and tearing itself apart. Laugh from the pit of your bowels, from the calluses of your foot. Laugh till your hair touches your face like paper cuts. Laugh until the pavement is soggy and the air is filled with fog. Laugh, because when god takes a leak, he is laughing at you.
The Sweetest thing...


It was a cold morning and then you came with breakfast treats... :) That was the sweetest thing that someone did for me... A perfect Sunday altogether and right now, I could not ask for more....

AmEn!
The power of the Secret...

You all have read about the Secret. It's a book that was made into movie about the power of visualization. What you think, will become... in a nutshell that's one of its core teachings.

I put it into a test a month ago. I remembered a high school gay friend that I have been constantly seeing in friendster (active magpost tong batang itoh). I said, I will meet this gay and I will know this works. The last time I saw the gay physically was 14 years ago.
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Friday night: We were walking along Metrowalk and my friend asked me... "Toni, Antonette ka ba?". Huh? Ohh.. someone was calling me by my full name. I didn't hear him, my friend was the one who heard him. Then, I turned, and there was my old gay friend.... the one I envisioned. I told him, "Ano ber, hindi ko na ginagamit yung Antonette, Toni na ako ngayon... lalo na gabi.. hahaha". We laughed and then after a couple of steps, I remembered the secret experiment. Galing! Imagin…
The Curious Incident of the GA condo robbery...


It's like a scene from one of Murakami's novels... so surreal... I entered the condo and everything was as it was when we left it. Then, curious.... the sofa is missing something... several seconds to register... OMG... the laptop is missing. Not to panic, maybe brother hid it somewhere.. but.. but.. we went home at the same time two days ago! Checked the door.. no forced entry!

Then, my bro was saying that it's just there.. duhhh... it's not in the universe that is our room. Then, as I was waiting for bro, I sniffed the air... someone was here... a male one. Then, OMG, he went up my room! And there yah go, my old celphone and I-pod were gone :( I can still sense his presence... and I just thought.. atleast he has new stuff to use: a laptop whose battery is not working, a celphone with no charger and a used I-pod that I inherited from bro.

This experience made me glad that I am not the type to acquire things. What if I real…
Xdressing 101 :)

Weddings of my closest friends... looks like my twin attended the other :) I now know my size when buying Barongs :)

Si Taray at si Totoy...


One is comfortable and one is definitely NOT! :)


AmEn! :)