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As my best friend and I were talking, he was asking me, "how does it feel to be thirty". The gay is just a few months younger than I am and he feels that I am ancient! I told him that I feel great because I aged backwards :) I feel that I am just 18 right now. You should have seen me at 18 man, I looked like someone with all the weight of the world at her shoulders. I took life very seriously then. I had my hair in a bun, and I had thick black glasses and I just wanted to go home and watch Xena. wehehehe :)

Things changed as I grew older. Now, I am more relaxed, at peace with who I am and with nothing to prove to anyone. I laugh, I love and I don't care about the repercussions. At work, I still love what I do, but there's no fire anymore in me to go beyond what is expected. I knew how it was to perform above and beyond, and at the end I just cried myself to sleep. So, lessons learned, I just need to put my energies to things that will make me truly happy.…
Kirsten - Twilight's Saving Grace

Who could have thought that this girl was Jodie Foster's daughter in Panic Room.... so boyish, so endearing... hayyy... I am smitten.. :) Edward had no chance!
But as my friend commented, they could hire a better makeup artist next time (espasol king si Edward) and they need a new Edward for New Moon....

Bella, bite me :) (Alice, you're my number 2 girl :))

Prop 8 - Misunderstanding of words?

The day that Prop 8 was passed (together with Obama becoming the first black president) was described by a writer like the opening paragraph from Charles Dicken's A Tale of Two Cities.."It was the best of times, it was the worst of times..." True, Americans went past race (slight blame on the lingering recession) but they still have a very rigid hold on their view about homosexuality.

"Proposition 8 was a California State ballot proposition that amended the state Constitution to restrict the definition of marriage to a union between a man and a woman. It overrode a recent California Supreme Court decision that had recognized same-sex marriage in California as a fundamental right. The official ballot title language for Proposition 8 is "Eliminates Right of Same-Sex Couples to Marry." The entirety of the text to be added to the constitution was: "Only marriage between a man and a woman is valid or recognized in Califo…
Baka ma-Madagascar ka? :)

Newsflash: A recent incident made me coin the work "Madagascar" to mean, Magoyo or Maloko - to be deceived. It's a long story but tonight I realized that I was such a fool. This post below by Bob Ong made me smile :) So, to all those who were madagascared.. this one is for you :)

Love Quotes at Kung Anu-Ano Pa by Bob Ong

1. “Kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, wag ka nang magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka nya..”

2. “Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawak ng iba.”

3. “Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang.”

4. “Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na.”

5. “Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin.”

6. “Kung maghihintay ka nang lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo.. Dapat lumandi ka din.”

7. “Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, …
My falling star ...

One unforgettable day from the week that was:

I was doing my usual work when I felt that I needed some nicotine in my system (translation: I wanted to be with my star :)). I went over and ask her if we could go down to the lobby for a quick yosi break. She obliged and while we were walking, she said these words that turned my world upside down. "I am resigning..." I smiled but I could hear my heart silently breaking and I was trying my best not to cry in front of her. Why??? Oh why :(

When we were smoking I think she felt that I was still in shock...she tapped my shoulder and said, "I am just a couple of blocks away :)" I know, but I wanted to say: "Lately, my day isn't complete without killing my lungs with you..." Cheesiness to the mushiest level talaga.

We headed back to our cubes and I was still in a daze. I am going to lose her... and I realized that maybe this is the universe's way of telling me to move o…