The future...
I am the type of person who does not think much of the future. The "now" is what is of utmost important. Last Sunday, I broke into cold sweat and I was so scared. I was scared of being alone.... I thought, I was fine damn it, before I met you (referring to the perky one). I was obliviously happy before in my singleton state. Now, I became fearful of my future.
I was talking to my bestfriend who became my constant companion for the past few days. He is always there to listen to my inane stories and he stays over to comfort me when I am angry, feel lost and confused. We talked and I remarked, "Why don't we get our own place and be housemates and grow old together?" Golden girls ang drama...
Don't get me wrong. We don't have romantic feelings for each other. He is like a dear brother to me and we've been friends for almost 13 years. But he is someone who I can just be myself without any pretentions.
Something to think about when I get back... I am sure going to miss him.... :(
AMEN!
I am the type of person who does not think much of the future. The "now" is what is of utmost important. Last Sunday, I broke into cold sweat and I was so scared. I was scared of being alone.... I thought, I was fine damn it, before I met you (referring to the perky one). I was obliviously happy before in my singleton state. Now, I became fearful of my future.
I was talking to my bestfriend who became my constant companion for the past few days. He is always there to listen to my inane stories and he stays over to comfort me when I am angry, feel lost and confused. We talked and I remarked, "Why don't we get our own place and be housemates and grow old together?" Golden girls ang drama...
Don't get me wrong. We don't have romantic feelings for each other. He is like a dear brother to me and we've been friends for almost 13 years. But he is someone who I can just be myself without any pretentions.
Something to think about when I get back... I am sure going to miss him.... :(
AMEN!
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