Gawd, I must admit that I am a coward. I cannot and will not entertain anxieties, fears, worries and doubts for they paralyze me. Am I a darn, old escapist? Work depresses me for there is nothing here that I can forecast to last for the next 5 years, heck, it would be a miracle if I can predict what our state will be the next day.
Many uncertainties makes me delusional, makes me cower and hide inside my head. It is sometimes tiring to have a strong wall to guard one's heart. I am thankful for my glasses for without them, I don't know how I can hide what I feel. It's a good defense mechanism.
Damn it... it's so hard to be human.
Many uncertainties makes me delusional, makes me cower and hide inside my head. It is sometimes tiring to have a strong wall to guard one's heart. I am thankful for my glasses for without them, I don't know how I can hide what I feel. It's a good defense mechanism.
Damn it... it's so hard to be human.
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