The moody blahsss....
It must be Mondays, the horrendous traffic, waking up at an ungodly hour, or simply nothing but I just feel so !@#%^*^&*.
I have a love-hate relationship with my mood swings. I love my mood when I am just happy without any reason at all, I just feel light and ready to conquer anything even myself. I can easily side with John Lennon and go with him to the toppermost of the poppermost! During those days, nothing can put me down even the news that FPJ's going to win as President. I'll reason that we could give him a chance.
This is my Dr. Jeckyll.
But then I could turn to the dark side and be Ms. Hyde. I am just simply at odds with everything, and i mean EVERYTHING. My smile muscles are suddenly disconnected from my nervous system. It's a Herculean effort even to smile but if I do smile I can imagine that it can beat the most sarcastic comment that I can make. I can even probably beat a typical Scorpio with his scorching temper and passionate cynicism. I basically see RED in all sides and I am not particularly angry at anybody but I just have the feeling that everything is not where it's suppose to be.
Even the sight of chocolates cannot cheer me up and that is something I tell you... but of course in every battle one must concede defeat and let the bloody moods just be.
It must be Mondays, the horrendous traffic, waking up at an ungodly hour, or simply nothing but I just feel so !@#%^*^&*.
I have a love-hate relationship with my mood swings. I love my mood when I am just happy without any reason at all, I just feel light and ready to conquer anything even myself. I can easily side with John Lennon and go with him to the toppermost of the poppermost! During those days, nothing can put me down even the news that FPJ's going to win as President. I'll reason that we could give him a chance.
This is my Dr. Jeckyll.
But then I could turn to the dark side and be Ms. Hyde. I am just simply at odds with everything, and i mean EVERYTHING. My smile muscles are suddenly disconnected from my nervous system. It's a Herculean effort even to smile but if I do smile I can imagine that it can beat the most sarcastic comment that I can make. I can even probably beat a typical Scorpio with his scorching temper and passionate cynicism. I basically see RED in all sides and I am not particularly angry at anybody but I just have the feeling that everything is not where it's suppose to be.
Even the sight of chocolates cannot cheer me up and that is something I tell you... but of course in every battle one must concede defeat and let the bloody moods just be.
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